While I was on the journey to an answer I came into more of the knowledge that I was a healer (which I had seen in my youth too, but it was not the time) A lady was sent into a circle of prayer I was standing in who had cancer. One day, after a treatment, she crawled into the circle and collapsed. In that moment I saw Grandfather of the Wolf Clan http://www.angelfire.com/journal2/indianspiritman/SacredJourneys200... so I went into the circle, picked her up and took her to him. The next thing I know she is telling me, "you are healing me, you are healing me" I watched her surrender to the healing
I do not understand why she is telling me this so I begin looking through the veil to see what Grandfather of the Wolf Clan is doing, and see that as she is affirming and accepting the healing she is being healed from the inside out. I could see what it looked like to be healed from the inside out.
In the meantime my own condition was worsening, but I could not heal myself, no matter how hard I tried I could not heal myself.
Then another person was sent to me and she tells me I am a healer, that I have white light coming from my heart, that I healed her and that she saw me moving through the Earth picking up the broken, bidding them to walk in my footstep while I escorted them safely to the other side where there is no chaos.. to the place of peace
But still I could not heal myself so more prayers I made to momma to ask her to show me why I could not heal myself. She showed this picture of the body with all of its different parts. She told me that the collective soul that we call mankind was one body with many different parts. She said that some are the brains, like the computer people, some are the plumbers, some build structures, some walk in the heart.. some the writers the speakers the artist are the voice. She showed me that in the natural order when an injury happens to one of the parts, the brain sends out a signal and healing agents are sent in to begin the healing process.. She showed me a picture of an animal with a wound on its foot, licking its wound, showed me inside the saliva that action that takes place that is for the healing.
She shows me how it is that it is not the foot that heals itself. It is the other parts coming to heal the foot.
We create a world where the outside reflects the inner, but there is so brokeness, dis-ease, lack of ease.. We created a system of physician. IT is a reflection of our inner world, even though it is very broken because the brain does not charge the foot $2000.00 or "we will not service you" The brain just automatically sends a signal to begin the healing process..
Momma is telling me that we are supposed to heal each other... and that by healing each other we will heal our world... and we will heal the Earth